I love you, I hate you

 

Why did you come and steal my heart from me

it’s been seven long months

I’m still sitting here in misery

I have good days and bad

but you’re always on my mind

some days it’s happy thoughts

other days the small things remind

it was beautiful you and me

a match made in heaven

but wasn’t meant to be

we connected on a deep level

physically we were so compatible

our love making was hot and sweet

holding you made me complete

but then you went away

I couldn’t do anything to make you stay

now I love you and hate you

I love you so deep

its still so strong

day after day

its for you that I long

I hate you for making me feel this way

you live in my dreams

you haunt me by day

you fill my thoughts

you saturate my mind

remembering how we played

I miss you all the time

I love you

I hate you

I need you

I want you

will this ever end

will I ever  really be over you

on some days I’m not sure that I want to

you gave me the best day of my life

I wanted to take you for my wife

I scared you away

now I sit here in dismay

reliving it again

over and over

you were my best friend

my angel

my saving grace

with you I found my place

now you’re gone

I sing dirges all night long

a piece of me died

I wish I could feel alive

these words are like my love

never ending

a forgotten love song